Can't sleep,I have nightmares.
Or I can sleep, but every few hours I wake up because of horrible nightmares that jar me awake.
After one of those as I was coming back from the land of the dreams.
I was walking in a parking lot along side a woman, she said "Sal,you need a hug?" And I embraced her and it just made all my emotions come out,like water from a faucet.
I woke up crying and still am. And I realize that in all this time I am completely alone,but I will be good...I don't have a choice.
Just grateful that my sub conscious or whatever that hug was from happened and grateful for it.